Thursday, 22 May 2008

• Currently Listening Departure By Jesse McCartney My Baby see related

  Time to tell another story.
  

       Well first off, I flipped my car sunday evening. 5/18/08 around 6:00 pm. I couldn't belive it. And i feel like it has changed my life. Of course people don't really understand how it could change my life. People say they feel for me and ask if i'm okay. But really they have no idea. I think i lost a part of myself during that crash.

        Those people weren't in the car that day. They weren't there when i saw the ditch coming at me and i covered my head. They didn't feel the car flipping. They didn't hear the crunch of metal, they didn't hear the shattering of the glass. They weren't there when i was hanging upside down by my seatbelt. They weren't there when i unbuckled my seat belt and fell down onto the roof of my car. They weren't there to hear my screams when i didn't know if i could get out or not. They weren't there when that guy opened my door and crawled out barefooted. They didn't see me walk across that road and sit down in the grass. I walked out of that crash with a bruise and a scratch. When my car is wayyyy beyond repair.

       I realized alot of things that day. Like how much, I care about everyone that is close to me. Me and my sister have became closer because i could have died that day. I could have had some serious injuries, but i didn't i'm fine, i'm here. I don't think i have ever wanted my sister so bad then when i did that day. And i called stan when i was sitting there in my dads truck just waiting. And i told him what happened and i was crying and telling him and right before i told him bye, i thought about telling him i loved him, i mean it isn't like lovelove but like the i care about you love. My accident had just happened like 15-20 mins before i called him. So I had a traumatizing experience, i wanted him to know how i felt.
  
      People live everyday thinking it couldn't possibly be their last. But we never think about the fact that we might not be here tomorrow. We never know when it is our time to go. So, we should live everyday like it is our last. Live it like there is no tomorrow. Make the best of what we got and make sure everyone that we care about knows it because we don't know if today is our last. 
  

  So i care for stan soo muchh, more than i realized before. I love my sister, more than I would give myself credit for.  I love my mom and dad more than i would say. I love my friends more than i realized, and they care for me more than i give them credit for.
   
  I feel different, I look at things different, i have realized more things now. And all it took was for me to flip my car.

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